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April 18th, 2009

Everyone is racist. It's when you notice the differences. I am a little pale ginger girl. I look different from someone who is Indian, or Nepali, or Japanese. This is fact (barring things like immigrants. It's possible to have a white Chinese person if that persons parents had them whil ethey were living in China and that person is raised as a Chinese person. This happens, sure, but we're going general). Even within "white" and "black" there are racial differences. Is a Nigerian the same as a person from the Congo, or a Swede the same as a German? No.

The moral of thi story is that the world is a fucking diverse place. This is great. This keeps the human species from being stagnant. This keeps life interesting. This breeds xenophobia and racism.

Neither xenophobia nor racism is inherently wrong. Both derive from an instinctual self-preservation, which would include preservation of our communities. They arise when an outside force or an "other" is perceived as invading, whether the invasion is active and violent or passive and just immigration, cultural assimilation and the like. This changes the community. Change can be bad. It can lead to the destruction of your people (ala American Indians). Racism towards "white" and colonials on the part of native americans would have been justified. European invaders saw this continent as being "virgin soil" for the taking, as opposed to being inhabited by some 90 million people, including civilizations in the anthropological definition. Racism towards black people ro African on the part of white people is not justified, because contemporarily it's a bunch of bullshit and historically they were not invaders, they were the invaded. They were the taken, the spirited away to a continent that centuries later would still hold them generally in contempt.

So what the fuck does this have to do with movies and television?

Honestly, a whole fucking lot.

We all know the "token" racial characters. Token of South Park comes to mind as an example of the industry reminding people of this problem.

Think of television. If a tv show has black characters, they are either part of a larger cast like Leverage, Criminal Minds, CSI, and the like, or are secondary characters to main characters, such as in Supernatural, etc. Recently three shows that I watch killed off or wrote off every black character (LOST, Heroes [which later brought back one mixed race character, Micah], and Supernatural). Of these shows, two of them have characters of other races (Heroes: Mohinder, Hiro, etc.; LOST: Jin, Sun, Miles, etc.). But if we look at TV which has central characters are any of them black? As in, in a show like Supernatural or Life on Mars, the main characters are white. On TV where main characters are black race becomes a main theme. In fact, the only shows that star black main characters in recent years that I can think of (and please, tell me if there are more) are the Bernie Mac Show (RIP, Bernie) and Everybody Hates Chris. Both perfectly great and funny shows, sure, but both are black comedians who've gotten shows, instead of black actors cast as main characters on shows.

The easy answer is just that they just find the best actor they can and cast them. Sure, whatever. So, what, there just aren't any good black actors? Bullshit. They're all over the place. There are BAD black actors too, but that happens. Why couldn't the Winchesters have been black? The Closer? Buffy or Angel (also another issue, though, since Buffy was cast as a blond white girl BECAUSE of the trope of blond white girls in horror)? And then, in Angel, when we get a black character, he's from the streets. Which is another trope we see all the time. And I can't say it's necessarily BAD--that was Gunn's character. But that's all wrapped up in this issue. Why SHOULD Gunn's character have been a black kid from the streets?

And then movies. Race cinema. Third cinema. Foreign cinema. But then we get to Hollywood and it becomes a big deal when there aren't white actors. Slumdog Millionaire? Great movie, sure, I loved it. But Bollywood, India, produces about 900 movies a year, over Hollywood's 610 in 2008. In the 90's there was an average of over 4000 movies produced each year. About 450 of those would get a US release, and about 225 of them were registered with MPAA (US made movies). So Hollywood? Doesn't really produce that many movies, comperably. And non-western countries make the majority. And have since the 60s. So why are we only NOW forming ties with these places?

In Hollywood movies themselves race is equally troubling as TV for me. Avatar has been cast, and is grossly white or random ethnicities that simply fulfil a sort of exotic quota for villains or random characters, as pposed to the VERY culturally sound cartoon, where the countries had influences and bases in actual countries. The Water Tribe drew a lot of influence from Inuit cultures, and we get two white actors to play Sokka and Katara. The Fire Nation was based on historical Japan, and we get an Indian born English actor (who, don't get me wrong, I adore. Dev Patel is both cute and hot and a great actor). The Fire Lord? A Maori. It's as though, in casting, they just said, well, it doesn't matter who we cast as long as some of them aren't white. That's diversity, right? The problem with this is that it shows a lack of love for the themes and cultures presented in the show, as well as a lack of understanding what fans love about it. We don't have problems with characters being WHITE or INDIAN but with the fact that they're IGNORING the style of the SHOW, and the world it presented.

But back to racism. Tyler Perry. Great writer, fairly okay filmmaker. Makes movies about black people. And guess what? No one goes to see them in the town where I live. They make bank everywhere else, but in my little white town of Boulder, no one cares. Why? Does my whitewashed audience not identify with these stories or characters? Bullshit. If they saw these movies they would. Do we just not hear about them? Possible. They don't get advertized as much here. But it's not like it's a surprise when they're released.

So this isn't a problem just with the studios and producers and directors, but with the spectator and viewership. This is a problem with society. That no one even really notices these things. Or if, when it happens, it's a big deal. Disney's upcoming traditionally animated version of the Frog Princess comes to mind. Guess what, Disney? It's great you have an African American princess. Guess the fuck what? It's Two Thousand Fucking Nine. The civil rights movement was fifty years ago. You're not the embodiment of social progress, you're an example of the fact that America still needs to realize that it's not the paradigm of tolerance, acceptance, and goodness. i would almost say the race issue now could be more troubling than before--because people have started to ignore, started to not see it, started to accept the way things are now as the way things should be.

I am not an advocate of affirmative action. I don't think black actors or non-white actor should be cast for the sake of having diversity. I'm just saying there's a problem. There's a problem, and no one even notices, or says it's not there, or says I'm racist for noticing.

Well so what? Everyone's racist. At least I'm thinking about it.

February 4th, 2009

Survivalist.

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After watching Jericho now all I want to do is become a survivalist not because I think the world is gonig to end any time soon but because I want to be cool enough to have a fully stocked bomb shelter. So, you know, WHEN the world ends everyone can look to me for brooding, smokin' hot leadership.

Also, added to the sexy beast list is Skeet Ulrich. Who has the weirdest pseudonym evahr. Which makes him even more hot.

Okay, so maybe I just want to be a survivalist because I want to be as cool as Jake Green. SO what. You wont laugh in my face when I'm the only one with food and a radiation-proof basement. Suckers.

January 10th, 2009

Yeah, so my pal Josh is home for a while from Australia, and Thursday night he, his Australian friend Alan and I went to see the Spirit (Lame with a side of stupid. Also, Nazis.), and then he was like, "hey, wanna go shoot a gun?" and I was all, (in my brains [thoughtspeak]), "Hhhmmm, me with a firearm. Does this sound like a good idea? Even a little?" and my outside voice said, "sure!" so off we went to the firing range.

The gun was a .45 automatic. And it was pretty. I like guns, I cannot lie. I think they look cool. I think that fictional portrayals of guns are cool.

But let me say that i think that firing a gun at a person, or at any living thing, is not something I could do, nor is it something I can imagine other people WANTING to do. Self defense is one thing. Whatev, we all want to live. But then I think of things like wars and murders and gangs and drive-bys and explosives and atomic weapons and nuclear bombs and dirty bombs and land mines and cannons and EVERYTHING and HOW CAN ANYONE THINK THIS IS A GOOD IDEA? Seriously? I cannot understand war culture. I understand that, yes, watching things like sheds explode is fun. Knowing that what exploded the shed was created for the sole purpose of killing other peple? What the HELL humanity, why the fuck do you suck so hard?

So i got to shoot a clip at a stump and actually hit the thing. The kick is so weird. firing a gun is so weird. I was expecting things like pellet guns and no, it was a real gun, ear plugs and everything. They are so NOT a bang. BANG does not describe the sound even a little.

I know I don't want to own a gun right now. I am good with my pocket knife. And machete.

But really, I cannot undertand mankind's need to kill each other. It's like biologic instincts gone horribly wrong. We don't have to fight for food. We should be smarter than to fight over religion. Humankind needs a swift kick in the arse. No one wins a war. No one ever wins anything. The only outcome of life is death, so why does everyone seem so intent on shortening everyone else's lives for no real reason? Or for reasons that stopped making sense thousands of years ago? We've been in an arms race since the first hominid realized a rock could crush his rival's skull.

At what point do we become advanced enough to put the rock down?

January 3rd, 2009

So there's this community on LJ that is for people to make 101 resolutions to complete in 1001 days, but that's a long time, I think, so I am going to make 50 Resolutions to complete in the year 2009. Every time one is completed I will delete it from this list.
Read them here.... )
Edit:

Finished Fabio's drawing, fired 2 guns, uploaded all my vid files to YouTube (though last semesters are still not transferred to vid file. They don't count.), applied for Sundance, folded 1,000 paper cranes,cut hair and donated to locks for love, submitted to BFD, taxes, got new guitar strings, got another 4.0, living arrangements, I not only learned how to tune my guitar AND learned one goddamn song so far on it, I wrote the goddamn song (with my sister). So there. And I did something else on the list before I started keeping track. I think I am not a trichitillomaniac any more. I stayed up all night 3 times.

Failed: did not finish my Excavation project, mainly because I don't think the event will ever happen, so I see no need to. I am also bad at not being surly, mainly because everyone else is bad at NOT BEING FUCKING ANNOYING ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I should just accept the fact that I am a surly, surly person. Also, didn't save 2,ooo dollars due to my purchase of a camera, toonboom, and some other things. 2,000 by the end of the summer, 3,000 by the end of the year is the new goal. I am on the internet a lot. I don't see this changing. Didn't finish Booth's picture and he quit.

I may have found something to believe in. Is survivalism something to believe in? It'll give me something to strive for, anyway.

I'm halfway done. I don't think I'll be doing a lot of these, like the GRE's I'm holding off until next year, as with grad school.

January 1st, 2009

How do you feel about that?

I feel pretty damn good about it. I wish the past year had been better for the word but it was personally one of my favorite years just for me and my family.

So here's to '09. You're looking to be big.

And I'm not even a little hung over.

December 23rd, 2008

GRADES!

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I don't have a full set yet, but so far, all A's! Including in a class I was completely sure would be a B at the most, Extraterrestrial Life, considering that it was so heavily a science course and, well, my brain likes philospphy, abstracts and imaginary friends. So WHOOT! I could have a 4.0 for the semester, which could give me a GPA of 3.9! Intense! So here's hoping. I'm thinking my AMAZING research paper had something to do with it. Because, dude, it was amazing. I swear.

Also, in case I don't post between now and then, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! Everyone being astropixie and kuronikko, really, because i think you two are my only friends here....:D Which is cool. YOu two are my favs anyways!

December 18th, 2008

I Hate Being At Home

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Does this happen to everyone else, too?

I am having a very hard time not just going back to my apartment. I cannot stand being around my family for more than like, a night. I love them, sure, but holy shit do I hate spending time with them. Why oh why did I think it was a good idea to come home? Especially for two nights?

Is this just because when you live on your own, away from them, you get used to not being around their irksomeness, so when you get back it's just that much worse?

I can't wait until I live way further away than just 40 minutes so I have a much better excuse to visit maybe once a year. I really need to get away from here.

December 12th, 2008

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE

December 1st, 2008

Eight Things

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The task? List eight things about yourself that maybe people don't know about you.

This is me in list form.

1. I am lost, and that's where I like to be.
2. If you ever see me looking deep in thought, or staring off into the distance, know that it is only because I'm searching for something that can't ever be found.
3. I think life is much more interesting if we assume that there is no God and nothing happens for a reason. Because then it only has the reasons we give it.
4. I have an obsession with the idea of death. What happens before, during and after. The final frontier.
5. I have an obsession with the idea of life. What makes a life "worthwhile?" How can someone "waste their life?" What is life? When is life? For what is life?
6. I wish I cared more.
7. I want to run away. Go underground. Fall off the grid. Out of range, on my own, I wish I would just give in to my wanderlust and leave this house, city, state, country, continent, planet, solar system, galaxy, universe.
8. I don't need anyone.

October 19th, 2008

The Trapeze Swinger

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Please remember me happily... )


This one's for the ghosts.
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